updating..

it’s been a loooooooooong time since I last visited and posted on this other blog of mine. almost forgot about this. twoink2! 

i actually have nothing essential to say but just wanted to post for an update. keepin this alive. hehehehe

i just finished answering our CNW quiz, and i got an average of 98%! yahoooo!

=) 

DotA=nightmares

sentinel. akasha. three null talisman. linken sphere. eye of skadi.

This was the last hero with the items of my last game. Unfortunately, I lost (as usual). I became fond of this game the past few weeks- even joined gamblings. lol.

It all started when someone challenged me, and in exchange he'll stop mocking/bullying me. But if he wins, he'll continue irritating me, ruining my day! errr! He was great at it.. and I have a very small chance of winning but I can't back out for some reasons. (pride). And so I got some help, learn everything about it and do the thing (thanks to Sajid and bes xtian) because I only got a few days!gawd. Practice makes perfect but I needed more. I lost(as usual again and as expected). I felt so sad and disapppointed- but not with the game itself. It became a hobby, spending hours at net cafés, goin out with the boys, hangin and playin with them after classes. I enjoyed it.

But this daily routine of saving my troops with my hero resulted to late night rambles– nightmares. I dreamed of violence; either me as the suspect or the victim. My family and friends are sometimes included in that suspense thriller scenes. It terrified me so much for those dreams always end up with someone dead. That was one week straight, plus the insomnia I have (Im a coffee-freak), equals lack of sleep and eyebugs. eerrr.

I never thought at first that DotA had something to do with it until my friends told me so. Maybe my mind was overrun with the game. Well, right now I still play but not every single day. And my sleeping habit came back to normal.. sigh.

wHy GIRLS like GUYS.

..they always wear your fave perfume (which happens to be the one you bought them for their birthday).

..the way they run their fingers through your hair.

..that LOOK THEY GIVE YOU that makes you just want to die right then and there.

..the way they kiss away your tears.

..the way they GET MAD when they can't make your problems go away.

..the way they SHOW OFF around their friends, even though you know you would love him if he missed a basket or two.

..the way they it their personal mission to ensure that you are never cold.

..that confused look they get on their faces when you are mad at them– guaranteed to make your heart melt and your anger fade away.

..the way they always let you win any game you play together.

..—and when you point this out to them they pretend not to know what you are talking about.

..that SMILE they flash that can make your stomach drop to your feet.

..the way they call to apologize after you had a big fight.

..the way they touch and hold you so gently, as if they are afraid they'll break you

..the way they say, "I LOVE YOU"

..the way they WOULD DIE before saying "I LOVE YOU" in front of their friends.

..the way they kiss you.

..the way they hold you when you are crying.

..the way they think they are your BIG protector.

..the way they say, "I MISS YOU" even though they hate to admit it.

..the way you miss EVERYTHING about them when they're gone.

..the way they comfort you when you have had a bad day.

..the way they write you love letters even if they think it's uncool.

….regardless of whether you  LOVE THEM, HATE THEM, which they would die or know that you would die without them….it matters not. Because once they enter your life, whatever you were to the world, THEY BECOME EVERYTHING TO YOU. When you LOOK them IN THE EYES, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without even speaking, you know that your own life is consumed by their LOVE. We love them for  A MILLION REASONS; it is a thing,  AN INDESCRIBABLE FEELING.

first yet third time?!

gawd. sigh. argrhhh!!!!