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DotA=nightmares
March 7, 2007sentinel. akasha. three null talisman. linken sphere. eye of skadi.
This was the last hero with the items of my last game. Unfortunately, I lost (as usual). I became fond of this game the past few weeks- even joined gamblings. lol.
It all started when someone challenged me, and in exchange he'll stop mocking/bullying me. But if he wins, he'll continue irritating me, ruining my day! errr! He was great at it.. and I have a very small chance of winning but I can't back out for some reasons. (pride). And so I got some help, learn everything about it and do the thing (thanks to Sajid and bes xtian) because I only got a few days!gawd. Practice makes perfect but I needed more. I lost(as usual again and as expected). I felt so sad and disapppointed- but not with the game itself. It became a hobby, spending hours at net cafés, goin out with the boys, hangin and playin with them after classes. I enjoyed it.
But this daily routine of saving my troops with my hero resulted to late night rambles– nightmares. I dreamed of violence; either me as the suspect or the victim. My family and friends are sometimes included in that suspense thriller scenes. It terrified me so much for those dreams always end up with someone dead. That was one week straight, plus the insomnia I have (Im a coffee-freak), equals lack of sleep and eyebugs. eerrr.
I never thought at first that DotA had something to do with it until my friends told me so. Maybe my mind was overrun with the game. Well, right now I still play but not every single day. And my sleeping habit came back to normal.. sigh.
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